Well it’s eight days before my wedding and I have a scratchy throat and my head feels like it’s going to explode. Any ideas for a quick fix to health so I don’t feel like crap on my wedding day?
-Graduate with my M.S. in Historic Preservation
-Find (and be hired for) a job that’ll cover all of my bills and expenses
-Nurture my marriage and relationship with my husband
-Make a conscious effort to stay in contact with friends near and far
-Start exercising again, but to a healthy amount; don’t over-do it, and don’t let it take over my life
Although they may not look like much, these goals really embody what’s becoming increasingly important to me.
Been up since 3 AM. Am working simultaneously on my thesis and wedding-related stuff. Let the mid-night panic attacks begin, I guess.
Some days, like today, I wake up with such rage and hatred directed towards the majority of people I know or have met and honestly wonder how I’m going to make it through the day. I get that stupid, teenage feeling of “no one understands me” and all that bullshit, end up feeling guilty for being so immature.
Fuck this pity party. Ugh. Just wish this shit would go away.
I am having a minor meltdown because I am stressing over my thesis and the potential that it may not get done and that freaks me out. I know I haven’t been working as hard on it as I should have been but now I worry I won’t graduate and that is ducking stressful because then like what was all this for?? I need to just take deep breaths and figure this out because I am capable of working hard and getting what needs to get done done.
Perfect timing. It’s just the last two weeks of the semester. No big deal.
I feel like my head is going to explode it’s so stuffy and my head kills and I am drastically underprepared for a big exam tomorrow but I got asked to present at the International Cemetery Conservation conference in April so I guess it’s been an ok day.